I don't really have anyone in my life who I can talk to about this, so it goes on WWCL.
I don't want to have kids. I like kids a lot, but I also like having time to myself. I like other people's kids, who I can send back to their parents when I don't feel like hanging out with them anymore. 'Hey friend's kids, wanna go to the zoo?' that's me. 'Hey my kids, I have to change your diaper.' that's not me.
So I've been thinking about getting a vasectomy. The thing is, I don't have sex that often. So if I got a vasectomy, would I just be kidding myself? Would I have gone through all that trouble for nothing?
Or is it like a 'If you build it, they will come.' sort of thing, where a vasectomy sends the message out into the universe that you're mature enough to make those sort of decisions, and therefor sexually desirable?
I really don't know. I also used to say to myself that I'd just get one once I become sexually active, but it's been my experience that women prefer as little sexual activity with me as possible, and to that end, I need to be ready to go at a moment's notice, right?
My whole world is so confusing. Now I'm going to go to the bathroom and take a nap.