Might As Well Face It.....

Love addiction sucks. Most of the time I can handle it. I'm sort of trying to find a correlation in my behavior. Right now I'm super unhappy about being single, and I've been more active than usual, and I'm not able to concentrate as much. For example, I've been watching less movies and more crappy TV shows that don't require much concentration. Also, my home life has been a little on the chaotic side as of late. Have I been more active? Maybe not. I'm not quite sure.

I've been listening to Abattoir Blues/The Lyre of Orpheus a lot lately, and I think Nick Cave puts me in the loving feeling.

But yeah, I would so love to be intimately involved with someone at the moment. Like I was watching My Name Is Earl earlier, and there was this episode where Beth Riesgraf plays this girl who's really clingy and insecure, and gets into relationships solely because she lacks the self confidence to face the world alone, and I thought to myself, why can't I find a girl like that.

I guess I should add Beth Riesgraf to the list of women on here.